R.I.P. Daniel Somers of Lisa Savidge, 1/14/83-6/10/13

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Melissa Fossum
Dan Somers (right) performing at Lisa Savidge's CD Release Show

Friends and members of the local music community are remembering Daniel Somers, a producer and singer/guitarist of Phoenix rock band Lisa Savidge, as a hardworking, talented musician. Somers, 30, took his own life on Monday, June 10.

The U.S. Army vet had been suffering from nightmares, flashbacks, and hallucinations related to the horrors of war he witnessed during his service from 2003 to 2006.

Somers described in a lengthy suicide note the suffering he endured after completing his military career. He also urged the U.S. government to offer more assistance to other struggling veterans.

"The same government has turned around and abandoned me," he wrote. "They offer no help, and actively block the pursuit of gaining outside help via their corrupt agents at the DEA. Any blame rests with them."

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Courtesty of Angeline Somers
Daniel and his wife, Angeline, at an Army ball.

I spoke at length with Somers and bandmate Nick Gortari about Somers' time in the military for a 2011 story on Lisa Savidge. Somers describes his experience as "this crystallized perspective where everything is important in a Sartre kind of way. Every day you're creating yourself. I didn't have that perspective and if [I hadn't got] in a very permanent and harsh way, I probably wouldn't be able to write at all."

He wrote: "The fact is, I am not getting better, I am not going to get better, and I will most certainly deteriorate further as time goes on. From a logical standpoint, it is better to simply end things quickly and let any repercussions from that play out in the short term than to drag things out into the long term."

In the letter, he describes his suffering at length.

"You must not blame yourself. The simple truth is this: During my first deployment, I was made to participate in things, the enormity of which is hard to describe. War crimes, crimes against humanity. Though I did not participate willingly, and made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there are some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such a thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go far beyond what most are even aware of.

"To force me to do these things and then participate in the ensuing coverup is more than any government has the right to demand. Then, the same government has turned around and abandoned me. They offer no help, and actively block the pursuit of gaining outside help via their corrupt agents at the DEA. Any blame rests with them.
Beyond that, there are the host of physical illnesses that have struck me down again and again, for which they also offer no help. There might be some progress by now if they had not spent nearly twenty years denying the illness that I and so many others were exposed to. Further complicating matters is the repeated and severe brain injuries to which I was subjected, which they also seem to be expending no effort into understanding. What is known is that each of these should have been cause enough for immediate medical attention, which was not rendered."


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chosenbygrace
chosenbygrace

Asking the government to do better? That's like asking demons to be more like angels. Most of the government is untrustworthy and corrupt, and filled with corrupt judges and police. I can just hear the typical police officer's response to Daniel, "You sure don't sound sick to me, you must be a selfish coward." Or, "I've heard this kind of talk before, ranting about the DEA. Marijuana isn't the solution, we know all about drug addiction. Look, you need help, you're crazy, you're not making any sense, would you like us to take you into the station?" Daniel, "Will there be a doctor there now? It's 11:59 PM." Police: "I don't know. Do you want us to take you in or not?"

Daniel, you shouldn't have killed yourself, now there is one less person to take this rotten corpse of a government down to Hell where it belongs.

rdhdbtrflyrn
rdhdbtrflyrn

This is so sad. Praying for this family.


jaffarmoha26
jaffarmoha26

War is tragic but more tragic is a culture that celebrates war, a culture that believes war is a means to right wrongs, a means to solve a problem at home while executing the solution miles away from home. A culture that celebrates a sniper who kills in one shot and calls him a "hero". A culture where young men in killing fields abroad have a sense of pride for "serving my country". This twisted logic is insane and unfortunately it is part of our psyche and it can only get worse and more ingrained because there is no end to propaganda and Hollywood budgets get bigger and bigger everyday. Wake up.

pq3854
pq3854

It is unfortunate that the following paragraph from Mr. Somers's suicide note was omitted:

"Lastly, the DEA enters the picture again as they have now managed to create such a culture of fear in the medical community that doctors are too scared to even take the necessary steps to control the symptoms. All under the guise of a completely manufactured “overprescribing epidemic,” which stands in stark relief to all of the legitimate research, which shows the opposite to be true. Perhaps, with the right medication at the right doses, I could have bought a couple of decent years, but even that is too much to ask from a regime built upon the idea that suffering is noble and relief is just for the weak."



jaylouisdb1
jaylouisdb1

I hope that all those that supported the Iraq War realize the penance they owe for what a disaster it was, not only for Daniel Somers, but for tens of thousands of Americans like him and hundreds of thousands of innocent Iraqis.  If you supported the war, you are complicit in this tragedy, and hundreds of thousnads of others.  Do better.  You owe it to Daniel. 

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